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Unbelievable

9 hours ago
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All sorts of bullshit people throw at your face .

I wonder what is wrong with these shitheads .

Really .

I have been on a losing streak ,

Yesterday
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Hit so hard I couldn't speak .

I never knew

I never knew that everything was falling through

That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue

To turn and run when all I needed was the truth

But that's how it's got to be

It's coming down to nothing more than apathy

I'd rather run the other way than stay and see

The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Let's rearrange

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage

Just say that we agree and then never change

Soften a bit until we all just get along

But that's disregard

Find another friend and you discard

As you lose the argument in a cable car

Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in

Over my head

I know there are times you are so impossible

That I should sign a waiver

And you will find someone worth walking on

When you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows

Now you'll never see what you've done to me
You can take back your memories , they're no good to me
And here's all your lies , you can look me in the eyes
With the sad , sad look that you wear so well
When you see my face ,
When you walk my way ,
I hope it gives you hell .

" Overreacting and being immature "

2 days ago
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Fuck you bitches . Kau ingat kau siapa sial ? As if you fucking know what my fucking skin fucking conceals . And obviously the only one who is being fucking immature is you , claiming this and that when you have not even fucking heard both sides of the fucking story .

So if being fucking pissed at my fucking boyfriend and my fucking friends for ;

1. Fucking shooting photographs of my fucking boyfriend and my fucking bestfriend fucking hugging and posing fucking intimately

2. Even with the fucking acknowledgement of my fucking secret affair with Jealousy

3. Having fucking fun while fucking doing it too !

4. Not fucking realizing how much it fucking hurts me to fucking see those fucking photos

5. Not even fucking thinking of how much it would fucking hurt me when they had the fucking photoshoot

6. Fucking claiming you are fucking sorry when I fucking know the only fucking thing you are fucking sorry for is my fucking anger

7. Not the fucking fact that you fucking people did that fucking photoshoot

8. Fucking giving me all sorts of fucking reasons

9. FUCK IT , YOU COULD HAVE JUST SAID NO .

10. FUCK IT , YOU COULD HAVE JUST CHOSEN SOME OTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH .

11. The fucking least you could have done was fucking thought of how I would fucking feel .

12. Even if you fucking claim you did , you could have just fucking stopped .

13. Oh and yeah , for FUCKING LAUGHING IT FUCKING OFF .

Now don't you fucking dare come up to me and fucking claim I do fucking not have every fucking reason and every fucking right to be fucking pissed . Cause I fucking do. Even if it was fucking fake , it was fucking wrong . FUCKING WRONG . And please lah , sorry ? It's not like I have never heard that before . Gotta do better than that , boy . So the next fucking time your fucking boyfriend fucking does a fucking photoshoot with your fucking bestfriend , I'll just fucking say " Babe , you're overreacting and being immature , it was just a photoshoot "

Okay? Cun .

If I ever let myself go ,

2 days ago
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I'm the only one to blame .

Stop hovering .
Don't breathe down my neck ,
We are what we don't see .

" I Have A Dream "

Oct 31, 2009
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Too tired to elaborate .

School Gala Dinner .

Nikko Hotel .

The Queen attended .

Performed with the Orchestra .

Great performances by everyone .

Although I messed up a lot ,

All Mr Razali could do was laugh it off

HAHA . So cute .

I don't know lah . I'm gonna miss Orchestra man . While we were in the Hotel Room getting ready , Shahirah expressed how weird it felt to get ready without the Seniors . And yeah , apparently we are the Seniors now . Which is , kind of weird . Hmm . I had a really good day and night . No more practicing and no more finger cramps . Hurrah ! (:

Spear

Oct 29, 2009
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That hurts .

A lot .

You make me such a lush .

Happy 27th , Honey

Oct 27, 2009
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Hey 11 !

Glad to have you here .

Head first

Oct 26, 2009
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I tend to feed on very little sleep hours . Only this time it is not due to studying .

Anyway , feeling a lil bit sick . The burning sensation in my throat is excruciating .
Not to mention the horrible headache . Sigh .
With orchestra practices the whole week for the Gala Dinner this Friday ,
A rocking night with Ritter this Saturday ,
And a three day Photography Camp at FRIM next week ,
I'll be dead by when it is all over .
Haha .

I don't know how but my body manages to break down at very crucial points of my life .
All the time . I remember when I was in form 1 or was it last year ? It was fasting month . Had to sit for my finals . It was Mathematics ( And I sucked really bad last time ) . And I was bloody sick ! Awesome . Yez . There was another series of perpetual physical chaos this year too . It gets really annoying after awhile -.-"

Moving on , I just gotta say this . I don't know if it is jealousy or plain envy but girl , stop acting so desperate . We all know how you are attention hungry all the time . If mocking , sarcasm and lies are all you've got , get your act straight . No one likes a bitch .

Teaser !

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Running

Oct 25, 2009
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It's 5:35 in the morning and I just got back from KL . God . What a day . Massive massive headache ! Been feeling pretty shitty lately . Nonetheless , Akon's concert was the shiznit . Hahahaha . Initially Sarah was the only companion I had but Fauzan + Zaim + Azri was there so it was all good . Dont mind the ridiculous photo . We were in utter excitement . ANYWAY . Busy busy weekend ! I have orchestra in a few hours . Hmm . Off to bed . WILL UPDATE , promise promise . Zz .

I'm so sorry that I've fallen

Help me up lets keep on running

I love you , Aiman