Happy Belated Birthday !
Please accept my sincerest apology
For not making it the other day :-(
Promise we'll go bowling and play futsal !
I love you Na :)
I love the fact that you never fail to comfort me , even in the worst situation .
Countless episodes .
I love the fact that even after twelve months , you still manage to make my knees weak .
Countless moments .
I love the fact that you don't even mind staying up for hours , waiting for me to finish study .
Countless nights .
I love the fact that you are able to put up so much with my nonsense . ( Mainly my impatience )
Countless times .
I love the fact that you have this way of making me feel good in my own skin .
Countless days .
I love the fact that above everyone else , you can read me like a book .
All the time .
I love the fact that you found me .
Ultimately .
To be frank , I don't know how to start this . I have been waiting months , to write this entry . Yet these feelings , these thoughts are just so hard to put down . Sometimes he just makes me feel so content and rapturous , the whole feeling is just overwhelming . But I still can't find a way to express it . That has always been the situation for me , when it comes to Aiman . I know you know I am a lil bit on the weird side haha , so yeah . I'm sorry honey , for not trying hard enough . This is , the best effort I can offer .
Of course , it was not sunshines and rainbows all year round . I know we have had one hell of a perpetual series of heated arguments . That is , totally inevitable in any kind of relationship . I never thought I would say this but I am glad we went through all that . Haha yeah , me and my jealousy and patience problem . Sorry to say that one is not going away , but hey . We made it through .
Contrary to what most people thought ( and still think ) , of course . Haha . What would it be without those imbeciles , simply trying their best in a futile attempt to disprove our relationship ? Really . It is quite amusing to witness how certain people are just so miserable and plain pathetic , they cannot stand to see others filled with such joy . Didn't your mummy hug you enough when you were little ? Tragic .
Some of my friends wondered why and how on earth , I held on for so long . Even after enduring so much of unnecessary pain and heartache . Its not like I have never felt like throwing all of it away . I might appear to be strong on the surface . Just not all the way through . After all , I am just human . There is just so much that one can take in . We have all been there , have we not ?
It is different for everyone , though . Lucky for me , I realized how big of a fool I would be if I were to leave . As if , I would have that kind of strength to do so . Falling asleep without his voice in company is difficult enough . A day without knowing he is there would result an ugly outcome . Call it monkey love , whatever you want . It is still love . And like every other lover , I hope to still be in his arms when I am dancing to Alicia Keys' If I Ain't Got You at my wedding reception . In ten years time .
Fact #1 ? Isn't it obvious ? Of all things you do ,
I love you
Of course .
Happy Anniversary , Honey :-)
Every time , and I do mean
Every time our lips meet ,
I love it when I can't help but
Feel good of how it fits perfectly
:-)
1 More day to go .
The fact that you would give anything ,
To spoil me in every other way ,
Even when I insist no ,
I love it when you choose Ignorance ,
In this case
:-)
2 Days to go .
When that ray of Sun is up against your beautiful exterior ,
Resulting an impeccable sparkle in your brown eyes ,
I love it when they portray your undying love
For me , for us .
:-)
3 Days to go .
As the morning dew drops ,
Awakening me to all of it's glory ,
I love it when your voice is in company
:-)
4 Days to go .
When you sit across that table ,
And the waitress comes over ,
For an order of beverages we prefer ,
I love it when you know exactly
What I want
:-)
5 Days to go .
Oooooooooooh ,
You touch my Talalang
Mmmmmmhm ,
My Ding Ding Dong
Uh !
As I await for a much
anticipated goal from Francesc
( while holding my pee , mind you )
after two weeks of much patience
til the return of the Gooners ,
there goes Bent's ball into the net .
After nine bloody years ,
It just had to be tonight .
Flop .
Being young doesn't exactly mean I am naive and dumb . I still have a fully functioning brain , alike yours . You preach about Children's Rights but I don't see any of that . You claim yourself to be , in fact , very reasonable but my voice is often drowned out . I thought us kids are allowed to make mistakes ? Are you implying that is not part of growing up ?
Has it never , ever , crossed your mind that I would at least learn to observe and learn not to repeat someone else's mistakes . Especially those around me and close to my heart . I have witnessed all the dark side of it and you would still think I would be that much of a fool to follow their steps ? You admit yourself of how grounded I am most of the time .
Thus I just can't seem to understand why you wouldn't let the chains loose .
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Zahraa' said:
[this is good]awww, this is so sweet :) wish i had a relationship that lasted fr 12 months lol read more
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Lanee Zane said:
Hmm I suppose so . But sometimes that kind of mind set affects my reactions to certain people in certain... read more
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Thank you Zahraa' :) Hahaha it's okayyy . He'll come your way sooner or later ! read more
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